too many vampires.

all it takes is one bad day to throw your game off.

falling in love >>><<< falling apart

my dog is gone. chasing sassy squirrels in those clouds up above. or maybe wherever we go when this is over. she was a real beautiful dog.

but death is just a long distance relationship. cause love can even survive that lengthy period between unions.

i need a good cry. otherwise i just get this sick feeling in the back of my throat that brings me down low. but that thankful cry never comes when i think i'm ready for it. only when i least expect it. when i'm really ready for it i suppose.

the whole world starts to drown.

it feels those cold waters lap at its belly with promise.

then it sinks in and wallows with me.