new beginning? actual beginning?

this is now going to be a journal for thoughts. not just inspirations, but thoughts too.

let's try this out, shall we?

It's like not believing in Santa Claus. Even though virtually every part of you wants you to believe, maybe it's even your bones- that's how deep you want it to be true. But when you think about it, just logically think, you can't, and you won't, and you wonder how everyone else can.